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New Chapter

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Assalamualaikum

Salam Ramadhan to all. I just took a quite huge decision and I think, I'm not going to regret it. I'm done crying day and night doing what I just hate to do. So, I stop. Like in the middle of highway of not-sure-what-I-am-doing, I stop at the emergency lane; (which is forbidden) but it's called "Emergency Lane" for a reason. 
You know when you're lost in a journey with no navigation, no signboard, nobody inside the car except your damned-self, what you can do is stop or just keep driving. I keep driving. Drive towards.. whenever the road took me. Sometimes I saw signs telling me to go here and there, even U-turn sign once or twice but I missed it everytime because I continuously convince my heart and soul that this is the road that I should take to please everyone.

Thus, I force myself to JUST STAY DRIVING. So yeah I'm heading insignificant destination until I realize this is not the road that will takes me to the life I long for. Other pe…

Full of Surprise

Assalamualaikum

It's been a while. It's too blehh to say that I were & am too busy with life. Nobody is too busy. It's a matter of priority, that's what I understood about "busy".  So in this case, I would rather say, I lost my interest in writing; perfect reason of why this blog has gone idle. I faced a lot of surprises. Adulthood sure is not easy.



Especially when the mistakes are strictly prohibited. Bad decisions are bad.  Direction of your life has been totally prepared. You're questioning the meaning of your existence. You're wondering if you're taking the right path. Your age gives you the license to decide; but when you sit back and think , is it really? Ups and down, ups and down everywhere. Somebody tries to overwrite your definition of happy; and the worst part is, you allowed it to happen.


I used to be so happy with everything that I have. I were a kid. A hyper kid that cannot wait to explore the world. To learn. To smile. To LIVE. …